omg

i feel stress le lo .....
Still got 2month i got an important event .....
its starting to stage of countdown ....
i cant imaging that 2 months past fast o not ...
but i am sure that i got a lot of thing no need revise ....

2month for 3 subject .....
in my mind tell me ,
time of relax is end and time for fight is started

i feel stress jor ....
stress than facing spm
bcs i no put a lot of attention in secondary school life
but now is no same ....
I start to think that now is 3 subject
although this is one of the paper of a level but it very important for me
i fail in spm ....
i should wake up from that experience

time for fight started ......
no playing ....
no wasting time ....
hope that when i got stress i can express my feeling through this media
hope all my reader no think me i am too free ...
this is the way to reduce my stress to opyimum level
to let me can put more concentrate in my study ......

my sport still need to continue
this is because when i no sport
i will sit at one place without move
this will lead me become fat and fatter and fattest like a pig
i cant accept my body become fat again
although i feel i am fat as pig now la
my aim ..... my head of weight is 6
but now is maintain at the level tat i cannot accept
pls let me slim ok.....
the world is weird ok
i need a slim body
but another person they need to increase their weight
omg .....
can i donate my oil to them
let me reach my aim to get a fit body

Another story
i feel my own lack of smile ....
i think that is totally influency my life
this is because i change it automatic
i also dunknow when i change it de ....
but i hope i can improve my frequency of smiling
so no everyone think me i am a emo person
sometime i also think that y me reduce my smile when meet people
when i meet people , my heart is smile but when i smile with mirror
my face is no laugh but is a face that is dark and no happy
wat problem happen to me .....
who can help me ????