when u give someone to other
u help the people to solve the question
will u think about the any gift from other
is it one thanks will make ur heart sweet
i think i do a very wrong decision
its really make me regret in my life
i give me a chance to accept it
but at last i think i will quit for it
i dun know i put so many effort on it
but at last i cant get anything
then there got a lot of emotional thing occur
i will afraid i angry when i am in room ...
i cant see knife
i will think i better end the life like tat
i hate me
how to help me
i think i cant survive alone
i do a wrong decision to stay in a single room
i will become crazy
i need live with noise
when i am silence
i will think all the thing tat bad for me
i cant live like tat alredi
now everyone is bz
i also wan try to be busy
but i cant think about that thing
during my busy time
its like robot
come out automatically
today i totally feel upset
now i become useless in ur mind
my value is getting now
then y should i satisfy myself to u
y i need do such thing to u
what is the benefit
all the request i make for u
but
what is ur respon
at that time i think i am useless
Now
i am totally upset
i no dare to share with someone
i thinking what is the aim i tell other
also dint reduce my stress
and i cant settle the thing
i also dunknow
what am i doing now
i just blur
how u all save me
y i become like tat ....
should i continue o stop it
mentally i will stop it ...
i cant change it physically
my god
pls give me sometime
i need to suit the condition now
ya,
i need a time
Another case
i will said that i lazy to make promise alredi
bcs everytime i make a promise with someone
it will make me more serious
and that ppl will not according to the promise
this also make me upset
for example
once i make a promise with someone
i cant emo alredi
but after the promise is made
the people is disappear
without response
without chat
like u is missing from the world
i care about it
beside tat
thanks my friend
with u all
i feel happy
enjoy the trip
thanks u all .....