my feeling

when u give someone to other 

u help the people to solve the question

will u think about the any gift from other 

is it one thanks will make ur heart sweet

i think i do a very wrong decision 

its really make me regret in my life

i give me a chance to accept it 

but at last i think i will quit for it

i dun know i put so many effort on it 

but at last i cant get anything 

then there got a lot of emotional thing occur 

i will afraid i angry when i am in room ...

i cant see knife 

i will think i better end the life like tat

i hate me 

how to help me

i think i cant survive alone 

i do a wrong decision to stay in a single room 

i will become crazy 

i need live with noise 

when i am silence 

i will think all the thing tat bad for me

i cant live like tat alredi 

now everyone is bz 

i also wan try to be busy 

but i cant think about that thing

during my busy time 

its like robot 

come out automatically

today i totally feel upset 

now i become useless in ur mind 

my value is getting now 

then y should i satisfy myself to u 

y i need do such thing to u 

what is the benefit 

all the request i make for u 

but

what is ur respon 

at that time i think i am useless 

Now 

i am totally upset 

i no dare to share with someone 

i thinking what is the aim i tell other 

also dint reduce my stress 

and i cant settle the thing

i also dunknow 

what am i doing now 

i just blur 

how u all save me 

y i become like tat ....

should i continue o stop it

mentally i will stop it ...

i cant change it physically 

my god 

pls give me sometime 

i need to suit the condition now 

ya,

i need a time

Another case

i will said that i lazy to make promise alredi 

bcs everytime i make a promise with someone 

it will make me more serious

and that ppl will not according to the promise

this also make me upset 

for example 

once i make a promise with someone 

i cant emo alredi 

but after the promise is made 

the people is disappear 

without response 

without chat

like u is missing from the world

i care about it 

beside tat 

thanks my friend 

with u all 

i feel happy 

enjoy the trip

thanks u all .....