I can say that i love sky damn much ...
when i sad to something
when i miss someone
i will see the sky
in my heart told me a stupid idea
the people i miss also look at same sky that i see .....
this few week
the rain make i cant see the sky much
but the scene after rain is very nice
that bring a peaceful feel
that feel i really wan to get it
but this few days
when i see the sky
my tears flows out from my eyes without my control
i dunknow y
i just hate the feeling of alone to see the sky ....
the hurt in my heart still bleeding
that make me cant put 100% concentrate in my studies
I can say that i try my best in my studies alredi
but when i free i will miss u
miss u make me cant sleep in the night
i can say that
i have to control ur self
when i see that u no on9 and no refresh anything in ur profile
it make me worry
i tell my self no on9
no need to worry abt u
that i tried today
but i make me no mood study at all ....
I become emo when i in front of all my friend
when i wan slp
i cant slp at all
in my heart tell me
exam is more important than u
then all stress abt the exam is full of my mind
all the fear and the feeling of exam
is rush into my mind
I dunwan tell anyone
bcs i think that everyone got their own problem
not oni me stress oni
i cant share all my stress to them
bcs that will make them more stress
now in my heart gt a place is empty
but now the place is full of my stress
the place i need ppl replace is full of stress
i need a freedom
that can help me to solve something
to let me to think logic
to solve problem
i can say that
now i am in the junction of a road
i dunknow when the car will stop
i afraid when i cross the road
the car is clash with me
i afraid that thing happen to me
i really dunwan the feel like this ....
this feel like everyone in the world is hate me
no one can accept me
everytime i wake up
i think that everything will be ok
hope 2moro my life going bek to normal
that is my hope now .....
hope 2moro is a good day for me ....
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