pain and life i wan

after this few months
my life is lack of sport ....
today when i try to sport
i feel that i regret y i dunwan care my body
now my body is in a very bad condition
when me go to see doctor every time
he o she sure say some word that said my body is in a very bad condition
now every part of my body gt his pain
that make me very suffer
very pain
some say my waist in a serious condition
i also can feel that
but what can i do is try to make me release my stress
until minimum point

today i tried to jogging
but at last i fail it
my leg is pain until optimum point
but what can i do now
now all my stress and pain make me more suffer
i say to my self  i need to confident with myself
i need recover from anything
i need recover to meet someone
i need support from u
i really need it
thanks for giving me the support
i really appreciate it
i dunwan u away from me
i am afraid that
i afraid the time will reach in my life
i fear about that .........

i wan recover from many case alredi
my backbone
my nerve system
my weight
all part of my body

i dunwan when i wake up my hand and leg cant move again
i dunwan the life keep vomiting after the feel
i dunwan the life keep cough flu and fever
i dunwan the life cant slp bcs pain of my backbone
i dunwan the life eat pilling 7 types of pills daily
i dunwan the life i stress and keep use food to take off my stress
i dunwan the life keep walking into clinic to let doctor see
i dunwan my life full of tears because of pain

i wan the life i can go for sport without pain
i wan the life i can eat what ever i wan
i wan the life without any pills
i wan the life that without stress
i wan the life that can let my body slim
i wan the life that i can go anywhere in any time
i wan the life i wan go travel anywhere without pain
i wan the life is full of ur promise that i can acheive
i wan the life that is full of u

at last
i wan a healthy life
i wan achieve what i said to u
i wan a helathy life